Over And Done.
Haven't been blogging since the third. To sum up the whole week, Friday was the last day of orientation. There's CIP, or rather, I think its Saints Connect. There's Finale too. The second part was crazy and we were all jumping and running. Beancurd for supper. That's that.
Pardon for not turning up at the campfire at Zhonghua. I heard the new students are very enthusiastic. But the campfire was not fantastic. Returning back soon.
Today, although its not official, its gone.
05012008. 1358. Sorry. Was in the meeting. You called so many times for what?
05012008. 1400. Haha. Meeting. Right. Meeting. I have got meetings too. Everyday I have so many meetings. Just wondering whether I will get back my money.
05012008. 1402. So you're chasing me before of the delay in transferring? You don't trust me?
05012008. 1403. Haha. I trust you. I believe you will return my money. Like how I believe you just had a meeting. So? When you want to return my money?
05012008. 1408. Ok. Good. Since you wanna make it this way. Fine. I'll return you the money by 10th this month.
I don't see the reason being solely the overdue money. I see the whole situation very complicated. That's what I perceive it to be. Maybe I am wrong. I may be just a pawn; a minor in your huge game. I am very sorry, but my mood suck to the sky right now. Though I always tell myself to let it go, I still fall deep into this paradox. It don't belong to me; I should have known. But though so, no one reminded me. I can't decide too. Anyway, its just a first kiss, first hug, first __, first relationship, and just two years of it.
I hate playing such games. I hate feeling emo. But its cool. I don't need to deal with this later.
