You Love Her So Much.

A nice day out and a day filled with laughing. I need we should do this more often. With Retardeds (Woohoo, new name.).
I can't say I finished my exams already but I feel relaxed.
But in other sense, I don't feel relaxed at all. Its a funny feeling, a feeling of uncertainty, a feeling of dread, a feeling of fear, a fear of what's coming for me.
I haven't got things planned out for myself and I don't really know what I want to do. But I have a rough idea that I do not want to have something similar to the past. I hate that part.
As for now, maybe I should try to think of ways to fill my iTunes with songs (Its empty and I will prove it to you.), get something to wear for prom, and clear my room, my brain and all the trash, literally and otherwise.
I am satisfied with my efficient planning.